unPlugged…

Hello, my dear… I’ve been weaving together joy and pain receptors… Burnt out nerve ends… Unburdening myself… Doing myself justice… Understanding the way my heart… Ticks??? Is that what you think, my dear… I’m heartless… I’m mindless… Soulless??? If I was just a machine… Life would’ve been painless… Unattached… Detached… Void of emotion… Distant… Focusing […]

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Nervous System…

Hello, my invisible other… Making time for myself finds me here… Thinking out loud from all corners of my mind… I’ve managed to express myself in more than one way… Decoding the programme… What you see is a temporary state of mind… Working towards a better future… It’s like publishing your first book… Then you […]

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Glass Conscience…

I was sitting here thinking to myself… Why not say Hello and share the feeling… Have you ever been shocked to the core, my dear… Shattering one’s world view… Questioning everything you’ve been led to believe… Three times I’ve had my brains blown to smithereens… Fortunately I had a Source to fall back on… I’m […]

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Dream recaptured…

Hello, my dear… The silence is all I’ve known… I was born with a defect that affects my way of thinking… A broken heart has made my stay on planet earth… Distant… I wasn’t born with an Adam’s apple… The lump in my throat is invisible… It doesn’t matter how many times I swallow my […]

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Hardcore…

Hello, my dear… Today, I’m experiencing little nuggets of joy… First time realisations… Unadulterated satisfaction… A joy that supersedes all other pleasures I’ve come to know… I’ve skipped past the idea of happily ever after… Keeping joy close to my chest… It’s everywhere you look… The joy of returning home… Being greeted by my own […]

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Phrase ii..

Hello, my dear… The sun is rising as we speak… I’ve been sitting here talking to myself for a few hours… Thinking… Sunday has arrived… I have 5 blank canvases tempting my dark side… I’ve just finished making myself at home… All summer I’ve been working towards my possessions being returned… Now they’re here awaiting […]

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Reflections…

Hello, it’s me… If love is the death of me… I’ll die satisfied, my dear… The physical world is beautiful on the surface… Where the living and the dead co-exist for now… I dread thinking about the future generations… My heart grieves for all the carnage so far… For all the hearts living with loss… […]

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Ahoy…

Hello, my dear… I’m in the feathers… A quilt like no other… Steaming through my veins… A bitter, sweet beverage lemon and honey… My head caught a cold from the fever I invited into my home… My hands are freezing… My feet curled at the toes… I’m thankful the fever left with a cure… My […]

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Hand Made…

Hello, my dear… I’ve finally finished the interiors of my new home… It’s been awhile… In such a short time so much has happened… Six years ago to be precise… I decided to paint what’s on the inside… What was I thinking… What am I saying… Whipping up a storm that traveled through the virtual […]

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Musical chairs…

Radio Rentals… Hello, my dear… A quick word to say… Yes…yes…yes… I have a his/herstory to bring to life… I know you couldn’t careless… If the world collapses around us… Right now…. Listen up, my furry friends… Winter is making its feelings known… My toes are frosty… Let’s thaw out for awhile…. I’m not fully […]

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Mirror Mirror

Reveal all that you know… Show me your magic… A night time shot… The fairest of them all??? So she thought… Nothing lasts forever, my dear…. Take a good look… Balancing a candle on their head?

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Blank…

Hello, my dear… I’m going to be awhile… Blank is far more vast than I ever imagined… When the time is ours… I’ll be right back…

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Out of Touch

Hello, my invisible other… I have no idea what to say… All that’s playing on my mind has got my heart asking why… Why does it have to be this way… Why can’t we just love each other… Is it possible, peace is not enough… Where’s the pleasure in deceit… Maybe we’re programmed to dispel […]

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Transformation

Hello, my invisible other… It’s been quite some time since… I last stared into blank… I don’t know where to begin to think… I’m transitioning… My worlds have collided… Landing my shadow in the physical realm… Fallen out of dream state… Awakening in the true depths of self… How do I know who I am… […]

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